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Jan. 29th, 2011


Crazy dream. I was hanging out with a couple of my old friends. We were I cited to stay with a couple of guys that we went to school with. They were rich, like millionaire rich. We were having fun. They took us out shopping we all exchanged ideas for their business. We were having lots of fun. Ne and a couple of girls decided to go for a swim. When we went to the pool I saw a famous singer. One of my friends tell me to get her autograph for her. So I went to get it. The bitch tells me that it was rude of me to ask her for it. That if I truly wanted the autograph that I better leave and acknowledge the I was a nobody. I didn't like what she said so I told her for get about the autograph and that she had no rights to talk to me like that. So I went back to my room to pack. As I was telling my friends what had happen they had sadness written all over their face. So I started packing. Then here comes the famous bitch. To tell my friend that she doesn't want me here anymore that I had to leave. I just looked at her and told her that I was already leaving. We cursed at each other and she walked out. Then my aunt and her son walks in. I gave them an attitude and because of that my cousin asks a man to kill me. The guy missed and I continue packing as I'm packing they wanted know what I had, my friends had to tell them nothing that everything was borrowed, just so I could keep my stuff. In the end I ended up giving it to them. And then I woke.

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Pissed off....


So I was just talking to my husband regarding the iphone incident. All I said was did you hear about what happened to the guy who found the phone. His response to my surprise was this furry as if I was the one who reported it. He thinks that the guy did nothing wrong and they shouldn't be going through any legal paper work because he was completely innocent. It's not that I agree nor disagree. I see the 2 points of view being correct. I understand the legal part and the human part. But for some reason he only sees the human part. But if by any chance he would need legal help I can see him complaining. Its like having an argument with  a 5 year old. WTF.

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started the insanity work out and in 2 wks I lost 5 pounds. I'm so excited......

The little one is at her dads for the weekend against her will. Some times I feel a little bad for doing that to her. But I don't really have a say in it. If by any chance I say no, all hell would break loose. So I save myself the heartache. Now I'm sitting in my living-room watching "I hate valentines day" while my husband snores on the couch next to me. Some times it gets a little annoying how much he sleeps. All we did today was go to hooters because his command had a get together. He forgot his credit card and the little one and I had to waite while he had to go home and get the credit card. We live about 6 miles away give or take, I'm not absolutely sure. But that was all we did today. We got home and fell asleep. That's all he's done all day, sleep, sleep, sleep. That's how I've spent most of my day. Sad isn't it? Oh well.

Richelle Mead


I'm  a little sad cus I was trying to see if by any chance Richelle Mead would be coming down to San Diego for a book signing but she wont. I guess I'll have to keep an eye out. Oh well everything happens for a reason. At least her next book would be out soon I can't wait.

Decided....



For this year I decided to take matters in my own hands. I'm going to fall through everything that I put my mind to. I love to travel but I can't do that because I don't have any money for me to actually just take off. So I decided to go back to school to finish my degree as a licensed vocational nurse. It's not my number one choice but it is the easiest for me. Then I would get a job as soon as I'm done with school. 

I finally realized that I am extremely fat. So my goal for this year is to loose weight. I want to go shopping, I want to have more than2 pair of pants. At least one skirt or one dress. I don't own any of those. I want to wear heels again. And most of all I want to be able to run my 10 miles a day again. I miss running so much. I miss it with a passion. So from now on I'm going to work hard to achieve my goals. They are not impossible goals, all I have to do is put my ass into it. I usually let people put me down. Not anymore. I'm going to set an example for the little one. Oh yeah and I almost for got. I'm going to put her in dance school. I think it's time for her to learn what music feels like. I know this sounds weird. But music has a feeling.  What do you think about my decision?

What a bad mother I am....


So this time of the year I'm a little lost in time. I always tell my self not to go over board buying my little one so many things for christmas when her birthday i son January. And once January gets here I for get that I only have 3 weeks till her birthday. What a horrible mother I am. So today my sister and I started planning everything. At first the idea was to give her a rock star party since she's into singing and stuff. And then we move it Wizard of waverly place theme since she likes Selena Gomez and the fact that the idea for the Rock Star had way to many things as far for activity. But then the light bulb went on. She loves Taylor Lautner and can't wait 'till New Moon comes out. Mind you she is only turning 5. So my sis and I decided to do the New Moon theme. And we have some good ideas of where to do it at and what we are going to do. But when we started talking about the cake well I didn't really know what to do there. I thought it would be good to do cupcakes with the Taylor's, Robert's and Kristen's face on it. I hope it comes out good. But I still feel that the colors are not right. The colors for the theme supposedly is black and gold. I want to add some other colors but I don't know what to do. I guess I'll go tomorrow to see what colors I should go with. I hope she likes it.

Writer's Block: Crazy in Love


What’s the craziest thing you’ve done for love?

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Nothing..... Never been in love....

2010



I'm going to re-invent my self. that will be my new year resolution.....

What????


When I got married I wasn't sure what I was doing. I did it just because. I've known him for 6 years before that so I thought I was doing the right thing. But I realized that I made a mistake the day of the wedding but there was nothing that I could have done. My husband left the day after the wedding due to military orders. We didn't see each other for almost a year. Through out that time I didn't really give mind to it because he was never home. So it was easy to live a life. For the last 2 years he has barely been home, so again it was easy for me. But he has been home for almost  a year now and there is nothing that I can do. I know in my heart that I'm not happy and that I'm not in love with him. But then again I have never been in love that I can remember. I see people in love in movies and in real life but I don't ever recall being or feeling like that ever. My husband is a great man, but there is nothing there. I feel like I'm holding him back from actually being with some one that could make him happy the way he deserves. I have tried talking to him about it but nothing works. It's not like I'm cheating or have any ideas to do so. It's just that I feel locked down. Like I can't do anything in life because of the relationship that we have. I don't know. Maybe I just need to give it time. I think....